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HELLO

2010-12-30T23:45:00.003+08:00

I'm Back to Blogging!

I know I know..i've been MIA for SOO LONG.

N MANY THINGS HAPPENED :D

HAPPY THINGS!

Well, it's the last day of 2010..

any last wishes?

I have TONS.

but i cant seem to rmb any one of them right now..oh well!

*and from what u've seen above,

one of the biggest change?

im loving, n im loved.

GOODBYE

2010-05-13T08:48:00.005+08:00

excited excited excited.

what am i excited bout?

i dunno.

all i noe was tt i couldnt slp last night..closed my eyes for 2 hrs only!!

i dunno if it was my heart tt was beating unusually fast(duh. if not i wld have died),

or perhaps sth weird was inside me!!

5d4n!!!

many things to do, so lil time.

wun be back till 17th night.

byes!!

lets have a little experiment, shall we?

i wished

2010-05-10T22:54:00.006+08:00

i wished a balloon could just take me away right now.

n dere i am, stuck at this point..where there's so many things that i want to say it out.

but i cant.

bcuz i noe pple r reading.

this is a stupid post.

just feel like writing something..at least blogging helps to keep 10% of my feelings in it.

so i have 10% more space to think bout other stuff!

these few days..

i've received different emotions and feelings from the people around me.

love

despair

guilt

tired

ashamed

happy

relieved

and so much more that i just couldnt find the right words to describe.

but one thing that really touches me was the love i've seen from my dad.

not that im ignorant of his love for me..

but it just didnt came across my mind that it was more than that.

rmb i mentioned that i just got a camera?

initially..all i wanted was my dad to fulfil his promise, by getting me a new camera.

however, i nv once thought that i would hear this from my mum.

" 重小到大,爸爸最疼的就是你了."

i was like.. REALLY REALLY REALLY???

no wonder *********,****** (sth personal, but i might tell u if u asked me :] )

n i realised, since young..no matter wad i do..no matter wad i asked..

he will always be able to keep his promise.

n perhaps subconsciously, i knew tt too.

n den, i asked myself...

wadever dad has asked from me, expects from me.

was i able to do it? did i meet his requirements?

no matter how much guilt builts up on me..put it bluntly. those are merely feelings.

it's just self-reflection without action taken.

n then, overseas trip.

i've never ever asked $$$ from my parents.

friends of mine, would noe how much i hated to spend other pple's money, to be treated.

( n chin pei, hh, i still owe u $$$ )

why shld i spend other pple's money when i have $$ myself?

why shld i be treated?

if i do not have the ability to get the things i want, den so be it.

=/ sorry, im really particular when it comes to this kinda thing.

budden, bcuz of this trip, no way could i depend on myself. esp when sch just ended and i haven got myself a job.

n so, i knew tt i had to depend on my parents..

i can only blame myself for not considering all these factors initially.

too naive.

so b4 i even talked to my parents bout it..

my father just handed me the money without saying much.

although he did nagged bout how naive i was to think tt going overseas wld be an easy thing.

he knew that i couldnt support myself financially.

wad else could i do ?

i just smiled sheepishly, n thanked him.

de same way i did when i got the camera.

going to be 20. n i dun feel tt i've grown up yet.

hate being immature. it's really irritating.

how i wished that i cld faster grad, find a stable job.

n start to fulfil my duties as a daughter.

well, i dunno about u guys.

but have u ever thought bout it?

what did our parents do, that they have to accept our selfish behavoir?

not generalising..but when will we ever grow up?

all we ever thought about was ourselves, how much fun we want.

we think that we r facing the worst problems that no one else could be facing.

when these problems are wad? BGR? friendship? money?

when was the last time u ever really thought bout u n ur family?

when was the last time u really had a heart to heart talk with them?

when was the last time u greeted them early in the morning, n b4 u go to bed?

when was the last time u went out with them?

when was the last time u held their hands?

when was the last time u hugged them?

when was the last time u showed them a smile that's from the bottom of ur heart?

when was the last time when u faced a problem, the first that came to ur mind was ur parents, n not ur friends?

when was the last time, you told them you loved them?

n then again, for some pple. when will it ever going to be ur first?

anw this is just sth i want to share...

aiyee. i dun even noe how to continue..

stupid post indeed. haha.

back to my diary!

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY

2010-05-09T18:39:00.004+08:00

nolboo for mothers' day celebration! whee! :D
yummy yummy bibimbap!

me first time having authentic korean cuisine..n man...

there's so much veges!!

healthiest meal i've ever had =/

n of course! korean bbq leh..

de bbq pork....NOT TO BE MISSED!!

the kimchi fried rice~~

kimchi pancake (with cheese)

had millions of kimchi! =/

n i love the malt tea that they served us..

next time, i must try the wine that's made of malt!!

love my new camera :D

just got it ytd..dad promised me he will get one for me after my exams..n yes!

i love my camera

i love my camera!!

go bkk can take thousands of pics LOL.

ahhh...i need a job soon!

i needa earn $$$ n pay back my dad for my expenses..sian.

ok. i shall not think so much...

enjoy my trip first ^^

全天下的母亲。。

快乐妈妈天！！！

kite flying

2010-05-09T16:24:00.009+08:00

went to fly kite on fri!
b4 tt, went find nic n gary first...
ps is BORING.
everytime go ps find them. SIAN.
AHAH.

nic! i think u look nice here!!

gary n his 梦幻女友

looking forward to the bkk trip! :D

den meet up with uni peeps..n off we go! BARRAGE

hot sunny day..

can dieeee

i like it!!

haha if not becuz of this stupid uncle who purposely walk near the bird, n scare it away..

i could have gotten more better shots!!

haha!

i want a spongebob KITE!!

n patrick.

n mr krab.

i want the whole family!

clean but disfigured soccer ball.

after awhile..

dirty blood stained and disfigured soccer ball!

bloody toe.

yucks.

they look like fishermen!!
fishing...for birds?

haha hy n js so hardworking..

we lazy pple!

entertain ourselves by taking photos!

i like this photo!

cannot see yk.

n half of desmond's face.

=.=

hahaha!

actually can see i very lazy to blog hor.

LOL!! more can be seen frm my facebook :)

ok i really lazy to blog..

cuz so many crazy funny things happened that day!!

BYE BYE

to you:

i really dun wanna talk bout this anymore, especially in my blog.

but i know u will definitely read this..(since u frequent my blog)

honestly, u r still doing IT again. even though u've said umpteen times tt u will not.

n even though i've been talking about this umpteen times.

when will u ever let go?

when will u ever let me go?

when will u ever let the pain go?

it's alrdy almost a yr..

though this sound harsh, but i really wondered if giving u my contact was the right choice.

u asked me to block u from all sorts of ways..but let me ask u.

wad good will it do?

can i block u from msging me

can i block u from emailing me?

can i block u from "thinking"?

my reason for not blocking is that i dun find that there's a need to.

u r just trying to run away, trying to avoid me as much as u can.

trying not to piss me off.

but r u able to do it?

srly, i dunno wad kind of extreme words am i still able to say to make this whole thing end.

it's been almost a yr alrdy..

n u've been told by me so many times, u shld noe tt im not someone tt's nice at all.

n dun come telling me tt im still a nice n cute n wadever girl.

bcuz if i were u, getting hurt over n over again definitely wun make me feel this way.

how much hurtful things do u still want me to say to u?

how much hurtful things do u want me to say that will make u sad, n make u guilty?

im not that right person for u, n i never will be.

this is my final reply to u,even though u din wanted a reply from me.

i really HOPED tt u can think this through..

i dunwan ur life to be screwed up.

and as selfish as it may sound,

i dunwan to be the reason that u r living a life that u r not happy at all.

n yes, i dun need u to reply me at all..

cuz i can roughly predict wad it will be.

im not someone nice, im not someone good.

im not someone tt's even supposed to be in ur life.

for my CHINGU

2010-05-04T23:15:00.007+08:00

HELLO MY CUTE LOVELY CHINGU.
only u will agree without thinking about doing stupid stuff with me. :)
n for that,
im thankful to have u as a friend.
i probably said this few times..
but im really glad to know u!! u noe anot?!?!
even though we always same schl, bt different class, different course..
we always share sth in common!!
TIO BO ?
:)

n ty for influencing me to LOVE KOREAN.
bcuz of tt, i found my prince charming....!!!

this photo is for u!! no matter how much u hate ur side view,

i still think tt it's very very very very very PREEEETY!

haha i really dun feel like posting this pic, but this photo was taken by u.

must give u credit yea!!

u like me wearing this right!!?!?! so earn $$.

n buy for me OK! HAHAHA.

spastic poses nv fail to make me( n my friends and ur friends ) laugh.

No.1 funniest cutest chio-est girl in the world!!

wife of lee min ho n kim bum.

LOL

No.1 hungriest girl in the world.

WIFE OF LEE SEUNG GI...

"will u marry me~~~~~" -lee seung gi

YES I WILL.

tt song is for me right? I KNOW. :)

"OH~~~~~~~. caught in a bad romance~~"

RAH RAH RAH.

"YO YO CHECK UR YOYO OUT! "

:O

2010-04-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

Lesson 1: Being optimistic never fails to make one feel better.

I will never ever hand in my examination paper blank, unwritten!!!

At least,

I still know my name, and my matriculation number.
:D

we r reaching the finishing line!!!!!

2010-04-24T17:12:00.006+08:00

HELLO HELLO. im here again to post stupid stuff.
HAHA. so boredddd!!! i cant concentrate on studying :(

ever since after JC, from the millions practices of writing essays within 1.5 hrs like 3 weeks a day??

the legendary bump on my third finger ( the part where i use it to support my writing equipment )...

重出江湖了!!!!!!

n u can imagine how little tutorials n studying i had done during last year =/

ahh it must have been from writing 130+ pages of accounting notes....
urgh so pain. so ugly. feel like slicing it off.
budden, tt will just make things worse. maybe i shld like plaster it 5 times or wad,
create some cushion!!

CAN U SEE IT?!!?!?!

I ZOOM IN FOR U OK....

* ZOOMS *

FAT RIGHT. omg.

it feels like fats are accumulating at that area.

now lets compare with my non-writing hand.

SEE. NO BUMP.

WRITING MAKES UR FINGER FAT.

STOP WRITING.

now the tip of my right hand middle finger, is like

(3, 7 , 3) in cm.

三围 for my finger.

LOL.

an dueh an dueh!!! (cnt cnt)

i wan my slim finger back!!

i wan 3,3,3!!!

n den felt even BORED-ER

gonna show my emotions n feelings towards this examination period.

wah i cant believe im acting cute.

i see le oso wan vomit.

if u dunwan to vomit, move ur cursor to top right corner, or mac users, move to top left corner plz.

if not u can alt-f4, or apple-Q !!!!

EXAMS.....

that's so TRAUMATISING CAN!!!!!

(quoted from desmond peh n l. yk)

GO AWAY EXAMS.

butttt yepp! 6 morrreee daesxsxsxsxsx 2 gooooo!! jiayou..ohhhhhxzxzxzxxzxz~~~

heeex. heex. dunchh worriesxsxsxsxs be happiiesszszszsz

lurbb euuu muchh muchh.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

muACKSSSSXXXX!!! >o<

OMG. FAIL. i cant talk tt way, it shortens my life!!!!! kills my brain cells!!

AND YAY!

END OF EXAMS!!! HAPPY TO THE MAX.

u noe. many girls blogged by always showing their best looking pic at the end of the post.

so im going to do the same.

but i think its another fail.

this is so not me. but b4 i regret, i better publish it!!

this kinda post u cant find it in my blog de!!!

yah but i must tell myself.

im the prettiest comical girl in the world. of sx.

population 1.

ok i sound bimbotic, no brains.

have to stop.

omg. i din noe how tiring it is to 'act cute'..n act all pretty n bla bla bla.

i think its still best to be myself.

* in the process of inventing funny emotions on me elastic flexible face *

aim : to make my friends laugh like mad after the exams!! help them build muscles.

esp when one of them is getting fatter n fatter.

ps. YOCK KIN. I WONT TELL THE PUBLIC TT U R THE ONE I MEAN IN MY PREVIOUS SENTENCE!!! :)

i need all the luck i can get.

2010-04-22T10:10:00.002+08:00

OH POWER OF 4 LEAF CLOVER.!!!
PLS GIVE ME YOUR STRENGTH!!!

HAHA this reminds me of desmond's kthxbai.

oh well, u r a rabbit. n i love animals.
so dun worry i wun ask for ur foot!!

kthnxbye.

maybe putting this on my examination table might WORK!!!

if the power not strong enough...

how about this!?

CATS UNITE!!!!

好运来！！！！！！

通通给我拿来！！！！！

desperate means.

maybe eating this will help.

BUT I DUN SEE THIS IN SG?!?!!

T_T

完蛋了完蛋了。。。

say no to smoking. say hi to friends who are smokers.

2010-04-21T14:33:00.006+08:00

constant readers might know that the right side of my blog.

something under 'loathes' changed.

i took away smokers.

n i took away the mindset of hating smokers.

nono i shld rephrase this,

i stil hate smokers.

but i do not hate my friends who smoke.

coming to uni, perhaps im exposed to people who are at the age of smoking..

my mindset changed.

i still remembered when i was in certain event.. i got to noe a couple of peeps.

hunks n babes, friendly n fun people.

but when one fine day, i happen to see them carryin cigarette packs, huffing n puffing their way as they walk...

my face?

LOL. OMG i cant believe im posting this. no image no image!!

[i look damn ugly. but i look damn FUNNY HAHAHA]

but yea. i was like. SHOCKED. n heartpain. aiyo...why SMOKE?

n den moving on..i got to noe even more pple who smoke from a club ( not the disco one ok. is a sch's club!)

n it became a common scene in my life. every now n den, i see pple smoking.

but but but.

i thought to myself, these friends. they smoke.

but they r so 'selfish', dey wouldnt offer u a stick!

n they r so 'petty', dey wouldnt want u to breathe in the same air as them.

so they always smoke discreetly, or smoke at the back while walking.

considerate smokers. i would call them.

n such friends who r thoughtful, why wld i hate them?

HOWEVER TO ALL NON-CONSIDERATE SMOKERS WHO I DUN NOE.

u guys suck. i hate u. not only r u killing urself, u r killing ur loved ones. the people beside u.

but to my friends who smoke,

i really hoped tt one day, instead of a cigarette pack on ur hand,

i hope to see items like chocolates, candies.

if you could turn back time.

2010-04-21T13:30:00.004+08:00

came across this pic when i was surfing the net.

n it suddenly gave me a thought.

what will i do if i can turn back time?[even though i've been thinkin bout this every now n then]

scanning through the past incidents that happened in my life..

there are indeed, A LOT of memories.

regardless if they are unforgettable or unwanted ones.

memories to me are important. n i think i've said this b4.

whether memories are good or bad, they are still memories that i treasure.

they are memories that only you, yourself have.

Good memories made me want to go through another time of blissful period, n they made me yearn for more good things that will befall on me.

n perhaps, they are the reasons that im always looking forward to the future.

becuz i just want to create even more good memories!

wanting to create better memories motivates me to dream.daring to dream.

however, as for bad memories. as much as i want to forget them,

i want to pin them right down in my heart, n make sure i will never forget them.

everytime im reminded of a bad memory, i always experience the same feeling.

" im too ashamed to think of it, i dunwan to think about it. Why think about it when all i received is unhappiness? "

but i knew that i was just trying to run away, avoiding the fact tt i might have done sth wrong.

bad memories dun happen for no reason.

for me, i always believed that memories are created by urself.

whether u want to have good memories or bad memories.

it all depends on urself.

by constantly remembering bad memories, im striving to be a better person.

i want to improve, i dunwan history to repeat itself again.

but because of that,

i became cautious, i became protective.

n maybe thats why friends who are close to me often tell me tt there's a barrier around me.

unknowingly, the thought of telling myself nt to get hurt again, not to be stupid and naive,

has actually created unwanted obstacles between others n me.

however, if i were to be given the ability to turn back time.

i wouldnt change anything.

life is not about being perfect,

it's about being able to adapt, able to accept failures, able to face yourself.

i'm happy being me.

if changes happened, i will accept it.

if changes can occur, changes can be changed as well.

after all,it all comes to whether you want to change for the better, or change for the worse.

accounting. easy as ABC?

2010-04-21T13:21:00.002+08:00

whoever tt came up with ACCOUNTING. i salute u.

u make me wonder how much braincells u have in ur brain bank.

i invested at least 5 days into studying for MB101. n i wonder wad will be my ROI [ return on investment].

is this investment worth it at all? when im putting my core modules in a risky position.

everything bout maths is undone. :( HOW HOW HOW?!?! u tell me!!

i need to do some analysis!! non-value-added activities shld 通通被拿掉.

ABM ABM ABM. ABC is a subset of ABM.

ABM = activity based management.

ABC = activity based costing.

LOL how pathetic..im actually trying to refresh my memory..with all the FORMULAS in my BRAIN.

n den i wonder. how much brain cells do i have in my brain bank? sigh.

being spongebob is good. no brain. no need think. everyday fry patties for mr. krab.

GOOD LIFE.

oh n being spongebob. all u gotta do is to ABSORB everything, n stuff urself with wine corks?

so tt nth escapes :)

i probably should find something to stuff my nose, ears, mouth.

i really hoped tt im able to do at least 70% of the paper tmr!!!

a bet.

2010-04-19T20:11:00.000+08:00

LZW!!!

I AM DEFINITELY TREATING YOU TO 10 KOI BUBBLE TEA!!!!

10 reasons i love to study at home

2010-04-18T17:46:00.004+08:00

1. My room has a good fengshui for studying.

2. Food is always served into my room.

3. I get to see my family.

4. I got everything I need.

5. I can sleep whenever I want.

6. I do not have to worry about travelling.

7. I get to watch tv.

8. I do not have to spend a single cent.

9. Evidence to my parents that I did studied.

(so if i do badly for exams, they won't have any excuse to scold me)

10. I'm too lazy to step out of the house.

looking out of the window

2010-04-16T17:16:00.002+08:00

bet many of u heard this b4!! it's one of my favs!

-the only melody that triggers those memories

:)

2010-04-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY. HAPPY.
why am i so HAPPY?
cuz it's a wonderful day today!!!

finally went out with pri sch peeps today..although im the only gal..but its ok!!
i see them as SISTERS LOL. [ i hope none of them is readin this o.O]
but yea, to make up for the 2 times which i pangseh-ed them...

jh drove us to dhoby WHEE!! for a simple dinner only though..
appreciated it alot!! n thank god for raining..if not jh wun drive .LOL

but yes.next time..let's go further places tt can chill de ok!! :D

n n n n. nic n gary working at ps from today onwards. so of course! i got to see them..
N N N!!!! HH N THAM WAS THERE TOO!! WAD A WONDERFUL DAY!!

finally being able to see them after like almost 1 month?? o.O

DIE DIE also must take photo with them. at least this could allow me to tahan until end of exams :)

the wonderful pple tt i cannot live without. :)

n den it was dinner with the pri sch peeps! fish n co-ed!!

mum's going to kill me if she knows i went for fried food -.-

the cough tt will nv stop..

but yes!! haha, everything seems so funny whenever i meet up with them.. i dunno why!!

esp lennon, anything tt comes out from him...will always make me laugh!!

n i realised tt wh's 笑点 quite low oso... he's also another one tt laughs at anything!!

n mh. as usual. joker with his spastic face n movements...

n jh is always surprising me with his random thoughts..like the SEXY YOSHI he wanted o.O

but meeting up was FUN!! :)

n im really proud tt up till reaching 20 yrs old, this friendship tt started way back..is still ongoing :)

bcuz i know not many pple can keep in contact with their childhood friends after they grow up..

n for tt, i feel SUPER FORTUNATE :)

bcuz they are the only ones tt will understand the joy you had during ur childhood days...

n they are able to share the same experience as u! :D

suddenly, i feel like turning back time.

back to the days where everything doesnt matter.

all we had to fill up our daily lives was...FUN!

THE SINFUL FISH N CHIPS!!!!!

pls pls pls. dun let me cough when im slping...

yo yo yo

2010-04-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

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munch munch < 3

2010-04-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

i'm off for eating spreeeee!!!

haha. today officially marks the last lesson for tv practicum.

did i mention how much i LOVE tv prac? esp the pple there???

i enjoy working on the floor, using the camera( although my job is pretty simple)

but it always amaze me how a programme is being shoot...everything u see from the tv screen..

WHOA. god knows how much work has the cameraman..vision mixer..sound..lighting..producer..etc etc has put.

n not forgetting bout after shooting, edits to the video has to be done. everything needs to be piece up!

so yes, today. 14th april.

a celebration is held, no shootings, no editing.

just laughter and fun and eclairs :D

no way will i wanna be late....eclairs..我来了!!!!

the last happy enjoyable meal b4 hell starts.

gloomy

2010-04-13T19:50:00.008+08:00

Does the weather change with my mood
Or does my mood change with the weather?

Nothing feels right and i don't know why....
Things have been running through my mind...and i know that i cant fake a smile out...

sorry to hy desmond n yk... i noe u guys have been wondering..wad happened to me...
n i feel rather bad for responding to you guys 'abnormally'

but but but..dun worry! i will be fine..!
i noe i will :)

but sometimes, it's just so hard to get things out from my heart...
i feel stupid and useless.
all this while i've been encouraging friends to confide in me..so tt they can share their problems with me...
especially when they do so, i will feel that im someone tt's important.to them. to the world. i duno.
but then again, i nv ever thought of mentioning bout my own problems. at least i wun reveal tt much.
bcuz i dun like to rely on pple, i dun like to be seen weak.
i dun like being weak at all.
but weirdly, it always seems tt im weaker than anyone else.
n tt's why, the more i have to become strong!

n this reminded me of an incident tt happened few months back, when sth happened to my friendship with 2 of my good friends.
ever since uni started, things started to change. we all knew that something will happen, but we firmly believed that everything wld change, but not our friendship.
the closeness we shared, everything and anything could be shared among us.
a friendship which we all truly treasure, a special bond between 2 guys n a girl.
budden, things changed afterall.
as much as we hate it, change is always constant.
i wun talk about what changed this relationship.
but one of the reasons was tt i stopped confiding in one of them due to various unavoidable situations..de habit of talking n meeting up almost everyday started to fade off.
n b4 i realised it, i've stopped confiding in him.
so of course, it ended with us drifting apart.
however, thank god tt we r still friends. n i really hope that one day, something would lead us back to the same path again.
n i believe we will.
bcuz no matter wad, u r afterall one of the half who stayed beside my side during my happiest and unhappiest point of my life.
u r one of the half tt i nv hesitated to speak to, to pour out my sadness.
u r one of the half tt i always thought of sharing the happiness that i felt.
tears were shed, statements were made. everything was done.
but no changes (for the better) occured.
i thought changes are constant?
im looking forward to the next turning point
i hope you r reading this... i really hope.
n i hope that in ur heart, our friendship still holds an important place besides other stuffs in ur life.

it's weird.
really.
now that im all ready to speak up, to confide...
everyone is busy with their stuff. work. ns. work.
things always happened at the wrong time eh?
well, i guess i can only wait until sch ends.
i've got loads of time to salvage this situation.
n perhaps, this would be the last chance i had.

let the rain wash away the unhappiness, shall we?

tick tock tick tock

2010-04-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

this is somewhat tt's happening me for the past few days!!!

studying always ends up with laughter =/

but what can i do!!!

1. we r too funny. n 'we' means peter john suzy mary.

2. maybe im too funny for them. cuz i dunno why peter n john likes to laugh at me,laugh with me, laugh about me.. wadever it is...it's something tt's related to me!!! =.="

esp peter, he can create jokes bout me within a second :O

see peter, u r indeed a catalyst!!!

10days to go.

no good no good.

be it the truth or lie,

i have to tell myself tt i'm able to pass accounting with FLYING COLOURS!!

even if it might seem unrealistic... the only way i can do is to lie to myself tt i can!!

tt way, i wld be able to enjoy studying ACC more =/

yes yes, dream tt u r going to get a B at least!!! dare to dream. it's costless :)

time is flying and nv to come back!!

i can always rmb this 'quote' by tham haha!

i can always procrastinate after the exams. so right now, like i promised someone..

i shall open up my txtbook and STUDY!!!

random

2010-04-11T17:43:00.003+08:00

tired tired tired.
physically mentally..internal,external
up down left right

im tired.

not motivated for anything.
i lost my interest for everything.
do not want to bother
do not want to care.

just let me slp for 7x7 49 days...

let me be buried by the past,
bcuz that's where i wanna be right now.

but b4 i do tt, i shall go enjoy my feast tonight!!
buffet!?!?
gonna celebrate my bro's birthday. but sad to say.
with wad im feeling right now. i got no mood for celebration.
i just hope the food there will cheer me up, den perhaps things might be better.

omg wad am i saying. it's my bro's bday celebration.

im always contradicting myself i realised.
n i dun even noe wad im talking bout..blabber blabber blabber.
do u understand?
if u do, could u pls enlighten me?
tell me who i am.really.

p.s
I'm going to 'kidnap' that box of peanut cookies into my room when no one is looking!!!

see. it's such a random post!

The Case of the Mysterious Missing Pen

2010-04-10T14:07:00.002+08:00

2010-04-09T22:05:00.003+08:00

WHHEEE. BB hw111A. i will never ever see u again!!!!

finally im able to concentrate on studying..2 wks only!! come on..xuan! u can do it!!!

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/526565

funny short vid!!

moral?

stay optimistic!
always believe tt u r the BEST.

take a breath

2010-04-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

Things Completed:

Episodes for Tv Practicum.

Things yet to be done:

113 quiz tmr.
111A presentation.
accounting tutorialSSSSS
3 calculus tutorials
4 linear algebra tutorials
5 mas214 tutorials

Time left:

exactly 2 wks.

Things to look forward:

Celebration party for tv prac.
29th april. last paper.
bkk trip.
dance.

different font colours represent my emotions....

sad life

2010-04-04T22:44:00.005+08:00

sigh. suddenly i feel like blogging.
cuz i feel kinda ...sad???

exams are coming in 3wks time...
n things are starting to get more n more hectic.
presentation.
not su-ing, so i gotta work really hard for accounting.
not to forget that i gotta catch up on my other core modules.

life as a uni student is really not easy ( when exams are approaching =/ )

n yes, i still have to juggle with my personal life.
not that i HAVE to.
but more like I WANT TO.
even though time is lacking, n i needa study.
i still wanna meet up with my OH-SO-WONDERFUL friends! :D

yes. u guys noe who u r.
the ones who are going to start working 1o-1o for two months.
the one thats having such improper working shifts, dat u either end SUPER DUPER EARLY ( like am)
or super duper late ( like am too)
the one thats busy working tt she's becoming a rich lady
n the ones who are serving ns.

with all this timing that we do not share in common...
definitely, it will be hard to meet everyone tgt.

so funny, sometimes we complained tt our clique is too large.
everyone turning up for just a simple dinner can be quite a problem
bcuz there arent much simple dining places tt can fit all of us tgt.

n now we r only able to meet up with only 3-4 pple, it's so boring!!!

i might not get to see them for 1 month!!! 1 month :(
how will i ever survive? so many things im so itching to tell...
but im afraid i will forget when we meet tgt...

wanna tell u guys, if i din organise for a meet up or wad..it's really not tt i had forgotten bout u all.
just tt stressing over bout motivating myself to study is making me so tired, i just tend to not want to do anything :(

wad happened to all the time for cheesecake, jelly, cards, diy gifts?
i dun like a busy life.
i dun like changes :(

i guess im emo-ing.
LOL dun mind me =/

LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!!
exams end.
supper nights, prawning, over nighting,
seeing sk use microsoft word to type, watching gary doing stupid stuff,
looking at hh's funny face, joking with tham,
getting a ride home from nicholas, hoping to see jw do his 'breakdance' moves again,
suan-ing hm ( its so fun to give him attitude ).

they will all come back!!! :)

Happy Belated April Fool's!!

2010-04-02T01:59:00.002+08:00

1st April.

getting boring-er boring-er.
dunno isit getting old or wad?
the thought of pranking just isnt in my mind anymore!! :(
on the other hand, i got pranked by few friends instead..zzzzZZZ

still rmbered me n michelle spit vitasoy infront of mr ng? during sec 4?
n he tot we food poisoning or sth.
after tt, not only he din laugh alot.
he still made us use mop to clean up de mess in the clsroom. :(

n toking bout spitting vitasoy, dunno wad we thinking.
but we like to buy vitasoy during recess,
head over to the back of the gym area..ulu~~
n start creating vitasoy spring fountain =.=
WAD WERE WE THINKING?!
haha. those crazy senseless days!!

wow 2am now, n im lazy to blog.not.
its another laughing day for me...b4 dinner, life is boring bcuz we had to study.
bt after tt,peter john mary did many crazy things!!
pity suzy wasnt dere as she had to celebrate suzy's mama's bday!!

cheee fye = cheese fries

dunno wad came over us, bt we got so high saying tt,to the person taking our orders!

" can i change to chee fye?"

peter said it sounded like sth crude =/

i think the lady want to box us. until john's turn...he said she was pissed or sth.
SUPER FUNNY. next time shld act 'auntie' more.

i wanna see how pple's reaction will turn out to be like :D

n den it was like bored bored bored, dunwan go home.
loiter.
watch soccer on tt public tv screen promoting mio.
after tt decided to just chill at starbucks.
peter HAD to argue with mary over de pronounciation of BANANA.
so irritating. n diu lian.
cuz this time, the guy tt took his orders kept laughing at our "bickering show"

MARY: its "ber-NAH-NAH"

PETER : its "ber-NEIGH-NAH"

ok wadever. i cant rmb oso =/
LOL. i like to say BER NAH NAH can anot!!!

HTHT chat chat chat.
n chiongedddd home!!!

just a name.

2010-03-31T12:06:00.004+08:00

FINALLY FINISHED EDITING RRS VIDEO YTD!!!
alone in tt cold cold scary spectrum room..
(thanks yuntian, seo yean for scaring me -.-)
just one more episode..n i can kiss my ass goodbye to that scary haunted room!!
ok im not really sure if its haunted..but the spectrum team has been facing incidents like..
ringing of the phone at weird timings..
weird noises.
n one of them saw movement from the reflection of the com screen!

whats more...

there's a mannequin by the name of Polly? or Molly?
i dunno..
n i played with her wig once...

is she angry with me? =X

thank goodness kriss came to look for me after tt..WHEW.
dinner with her n her friends at ah lian bee hoon... :D
n den went to look for gary nic hm n his gf.
prawning.
2 rods.
32 prawns.
not bad right? :D
nite prawning is so much more fun den during the day!
the prawns are especially more hungry at nite i think?
or is it stupid...

hungry cat! which reminds me of yuntian's kitty jigsaw again HAHAHA.

TODAY!

mummy got me $100!!!!

she likes to take part in writing those essays to news n stuff...esp if there's competition!!

just weeks ago, she asked me for my i/c..n i din really noe wad she want!!!
n this morn..or shld i say noon...when i woke up..saw the newspaper..(chinese version)

WHOA. my name appeared!! LOL.
she wrote for this CATS competition thingy..
where participants have to think of some commercial lines for CATS tt's based on the picture given...
n her's got shortlisted..WHEEE!!!! money is falling down from the sky
HAHAHA. but of course la, i wun take tt money.

unless she insists on giving it to me XD

it's the last day of March. exactly 22 days to exams.

to you.

2010-03-31T00:38:00.004+08:00

if you are reading this,

I do not know what to say.
And I have nothing to say.

But all i can say is that, I'm sorry.
But I know you will never accept it, and i don't intend to ask for forgiveness either.

Many thoughts in my mind, but you will never know.
But i wonder, why cant we be like everyone else?

Many things i wanna say, but too ashamed to write.
it's been long since u called me by my name, n it's been long since i've ever tried to patch things up for the wrongs i've done.
but do you dare say that you've always managed to behave how you are supposed to be?

i dunno wad has become, n i probably will not speak up to you anymore.
things have become so bad, that you do not even know what's going on.
always in ur own world, i've had enough of ur queer character.

no more trying to make things better, n hoping for a better result.
becuz i've stopped believing in trying.
i've stopped hoping.
i've stopped crying.
n i've stopped thinking.

but no matter what,i should still apologise for the last time.

i'm sorry.

it's another day of fun!

2010-03-30T11:59:00.009+08:00

A post b4 I leave for school!
spms having e learning wk, so no boring LECTURES WHEEE.
but i nv believed in 'sch holidays'. they are just excuses to pile us more with homework =.=

over de wkends, i went over to friend's hse tgt with a couple of friend..
studying? nope. gaming? yes.
overnite gaming is so not good for health!!! but the fun-ness we had...
well i guess..once in a while wun really hurt eh??
but the tiredness im facing is accumulating non stop..

stayed in sch for >12 hrs again ytd. study + photo + editing.
went for accounting, n i couldnt catch a thing (oh no..i really need to study SOON)
went back to study, n i couldnt learn anything...
BCUZ PETERPANTS BROUGHT HIS CAMERA!!
had so much fun taking photos, or rather, they had so much fun taking photos of me.
laughing at me :(
im going to tell my mum!!!URGH#@(#*

haha kidding. i like to make pple laugh, for the good reasons of course!!!
bcuz when i see them laugh, i will laugh. n laughing makes my day :)
n for that, im really thankful for having all these great bunch of pple in my life.

my secondary sch clique..
i cant wait for sch sem to end, so tt i can meet them!!
our timings for the past few days couldnt be matched, n i've missed like 2-3 times?
they are this group of pple that if i dun get to see them for at least once a wk.
i will DIE. DIE. DIE.
so pple, if u dunwan to see me die, maybe u can visit me @ntu? HAHA.

uni clique?
ok this grp of pple. im seeing them almost at least 5 times a wk?
LOL. n maybe they are the reasons that's making my life so tiring right now.
bcuz LAUGHING is a good exercise.
n exercising makes me tired =/
so stop trying to make me laugh so much!!! (i wanna be a coool person ok~~~)
budden, if exercising makes one lose weight.
den please carry on to make me laugh :)

surprising me with KINDER JOY :D
my santa clause-s~
desmond = kinder joy
huiying = kinder bueno
yock kin = wad ya gonna give me? HAHA. kinder surprise? if u can still find it!!

my skater gurl~~

new friend?jia seng.yum seng.

though dere's only 3 pple. but to me it's still a happy family.

bcuz de person tt's taking this photo. is desmond wyson :)

so dun sad tt u r not in it ok!!

spot the differences!

if studying can make me look so serious.

den i dunwanna study anymore.

n yea!!! finally close up individ' of photos!!

This is Mr. Lee Yock Kin. aka JOHN.

Mr. John here. he may look dao n fierce when u see him in school.

but when u noe him, he's really not tt kinda person!

just look at the way he's eating his kinder joy...

will an ah beng even noe how to enjoy such delicacy?!?!?

n maybe, u shld really change ur hairstyle.

to 达郎's hair!!! pple sure will have a different 1st impression of u one :)

anw. who cares bout their impression!!

just as long as the pple you 在乎 doesnt think this way, everything will be fine right?

this person here is Ms. Ng Hui Ying. aka Suzy.

Suzy is my bestest pal in spms!! i guess..that during sem 1.

cuz we are kinda forced to noe each other ( as we din noe anyone in tt course) ,

we became friends!! but sem 1 was a busy sem for me, so i din had the time to know her well.

but mannn, am i glad tt we got forced to stick tgt!

bcuz sem 2, things got better n i realised tt she has already become a part of my uni life :)

uni days will definitely be weird without her man...

n if i'm not beside her, who else will protect her from that scary 白公公???

n this guy is Mr. Desmond Peh.aka Peter

haha..coming to uni, i have never ever met guys like him.

he's not a NORMAL guy. n when i say tt, i mean it in a good way.

im amazed that a guy who can be sensitive n thoughtful actually exist in my life!

if he's a girl, i wld have made him one of my BFF. but yea he's a guy. so let's be best buddies.

LOL. really, among many guys i've met, only a few has such character like him.

n tt's good, becuz it means tt he's able to catch hints.

n i like pple who catches hints fast.

bcuz i cant stand pple who dun, they r always out there to torture my life.

also, he made me think of the stuffs that i always do in the past.

writing letters, doing thoughtful things..n i began to wonder..

since when did i started not to do them.

perhaps it's becuz of..... which i shant say here.

but yes! i think tt it's time to find back my old self :)

n have trust in other pple!

FOR-HER-MAGAZINE COVER PAGE.

FAIL.

urghh..ending of post.

which means i gotta go sch for editing soon. JIA YOU AH XUAN!!!

yuntian: " if you are hungry, there's maggi mee in one of the drawers in spectrum room."

THANK YOU!!!!this definitely made me happier!!

blah

2010-03-27T13:39:00.004+08:00

me getting smarter? i doubt.

:O i actually suan-ed myself!!! ok nvm.
since i do self-praise myself, den i shld self-suan myself too.
it's all about yin yang~~ de balance!!

but yah..decided to give my lappy a good 'wash up' when i woke up!
so i cleaned cleaned cleaned..n this stain thingy just cldnt go away!!
so i tot, wow! since nail polish remover can remove all sortsa things..
why dun i give it a try? so i dabbed abit of it...
n started to wipe in a circlular motion at bout 2cm by 5cm area

n POOF! de stain is gone!!

n also, i saw my cotton wool turned from white to BLACK.
i removed some of the..erm paint...? wad ever it is, de colour from the laptop came off..

WELL DONE. n de circular traces of wipes i did earlier took over the stain territory.
wad a stain!
i mean. wad a PAIN.

so now, im covering it up with pictures sticked onto them.
hopefully no one finds out..erm..but if u r reading this, n u happen to see my using my lappy nxt time....
just keep quiet n dun ask me wad's with the pics ok!!!!
dun wanna be reminded of being stupid =.=

ding dong ding dong

2010-03-26T21:22:00.009+08:00

YO YO YO!!!!
the yo-ster is here haha! it looks like oyster -.-
ok finally, i've decided to do a proper update again...n hopefully it will be an ongoing one =/
this sem started out pretty well for me!! managed to do tutorials..less skipping of lectures ( i swear its less than de 1st sem )
n then it was dance dance dance..like wad i had in previous posts.
impresario.
airshow.

blah blah blah.
n recently, we got to perform for some ntu cac event thingy at millenium walk!
den at nite, it was for NUS EMERGE by VOICES at zirca. wad else can i say?
we got pple to style our hair, do our make up.
IT WAS DAMN SHUANG.

the poppers/lockers, us , bboys.

well some of u guys MIGHT have noticed that this grp of A.N.D members seems to be missing some pple..

n new peeps are added!!

like tiffy wenqi n meishi...REALLY FUN N GREAT FRIENDS :D

A.N.D is not reducing...but INCREASING!

whee..really hoped that we could do a new choreo..so we could at least use it for coming competitions n performances n stuff..

i think it would be really cool. TIFFY TIFFY, r u seeing this? XD

n toking bout dance..i still cant stop feeling (#%T*(#&)% over impresario...

well yea. we got eliminated during semis. 5 out of 8 went to finals..

but on finals tt day..

as i had to cover a news for TV PRAC...it was then, i found out tt ONLY 3 teams were competing tt day!!

OF COURSE DUH. they auto get top 3..get $$ n stuff..

anw i felt tt it wasnt the best performance they put up..

was really disappointed with both the grps who performed, n the grps who backed out...

but ok nvm.

cuz derrick hoh came to performed tt nite..n i got to have a close-up view with him while doing interview!!

he's so CUTE XD like hamster lidat HAHAHA

pics from performance

getting ready to party with the dancers after the performance!

yea...n i missed the way i look with my hair tied up

p.s all my hair was pinned up.

wait till i get my long hair back. i wanna do BACK COMB!!!

n chin pei came to support us! had a really fun nite with the gals!!

it was my 1st experience clubbing with dancers....had super alot of fun :D

n we just did all the crazy n retarded stuff...ahhh~

LETS GO AGAIN AFTER THE EXAMS YEA :D

yup yup..so tt's prettaye much for dance...moving on..

i made NEW friends this sem in my course!!

desmond, chong hoe, yock kin, bing hong n bla bla bla...

pple whom i always see around in sch, but nv ever talked, are becoming my friends!

n i think its all thanks to desmond!

he can make friends anywhere at anytime.

huiying, i shall skip u!! other time will dedicate a whole post just for u!

esp when u always helped me out!!

last sem we were still pretty bu shou with one another, but this sem our r/s definitely got closer right!! :)

desmond is this guy that me n huiying always see during sem 1 lectures.

n it all started bcuz he asked hy a qn during lecture.

from then on, i noticed whenever he sees hy, he will SMILE :D

well it's probably cuz he noes of her prescence n stuff..

but it was really fun to tease hy..

so i named him "一见你就笑" n hy always says she see me. she go ki siao.

den i realised. jiayi n shaoxiang noes him -.-

so this sem, we all happened to sit tgt..n we just start to noe each other.

n dear hy tells him everything tt bout tt name i gave him.

anw trust me, he does not look like what he seems.

i tot he was a quiet serious kinda guy..maybe just like any normal guys?

BUT NO. he's SUPER CHITTY CHATTY NIGGY NAGGY!!!!

lol.everytime niam niam niam one.

n his hyper level is like forever UP dere.

i dunno wad he eats..bt he's worse than de energiser bunny.

but then again, desmond. u really cheer all of us up everyday!

n i enjoy 'quarreling' with u too! but sumtyms really tiring mannn..-.-

however u did made our lives so much more interesting!

thank you n i hope 20 yrs down the road, u will still be like dat! :)

Yock Kin.

WOW i only noe him for like 1 wk? but during this 1 wk,

HELL LOTSA HAPPENING STUFF HAPPENED.

sometimes it really makes me think of the times i had in secondary sch life..

which was like laugh laugh laugh, play play play, whole day.

yock kin has been in most of the same tutorial classes as me, be it core, or elective.

but i never talk to him...cuz tt's my personality!

even though i noe tt this person exist, n i always see him/her,

i wun tok to tt person unless i sorta noe that we have a common friend.

the 1st impresion he gave me (yk i noe u r reading this n dying to find out)

was that he's cool(but im cooler), he's quiet, he's scary, n he emits bad aura.

(due to certain reasons which i shant say)

but during 111A tutorial a wk ago, i just realised tt he might not be who i think he is!

well,we had to do an impromptu presentation..n he said sth like

" i love soccer. i will play until i cannot play"

its more of...

" I WILL PLAY UNTIL I DIEEEEE"

LOL. n i happened to noe tt desmond noes him,so i told desmond. n yea.

chitty chatty desmond has to blabber it within 5 secs to yk..

but thanks to tt..me n yk started knowin each other. n trust me.

he's pretty lame too =.=

just look at all my FB conversational photos n u will noe wad i mean.

lesson learnt?

never judge a person based on ur own impression.

yes! so tt's how the 4 of us got tgt, n sometimes jiayi shaoxiang lixin sihui

(if she ever wakes up on time to attend lectures) join us too!

but since only de 4 of us have similar timetables,

i guess we will see one another everyday in sch for this sem..

play everyday.

laugh everyday.

crap everyday.

study a few days.

n b4 i realised it, im enjoying uni life!! whee!!!

n wad's even better is tt i really like these friends i made!!

its like..i can nv imagine how uni life will be without them.

n at least, thnx to them..i look forward to attending sch :D

for the next few yrs, let's carry on laughin till we graduate!! HA HA HA.

had our 1st outing?

xiao long bao buffet!!

CLASS OF ELITES,MATHEMATICAL SCIENCE

i like my still-chewing-food-but-still-wants-somemore face :)

i like this photo alot! i dunno why. its just so random. n funny. n lixin's face is AWESOME!

huang mu niang niang with the spotlight on her. BEST.

n wad's more, desmond is not in it. ^^ haha kidding la!!

SCHOOL OF PHYSICAL AND MATHEMATICAL SCIENCE :D

2010-03-26T10:13:00.004+08:00

school is boring. boring is school.
i dunwan go school.

that was wad i always had in mind!!

but now.

SCHOOL IS FUN. FUN IS SCHOOL.
I WAN GO SCHOOL!! ( bt i dunwan to wake up early =.= n i dunwan to take exams.)

why cant school be held at my home instead? :D

a school with HUI YING DESMOND YOCK KIN WILL BE ENOUGH. YAY!!!!
n i can be the class president, huiying can be de vice. yock kin can be treasurer bcuz he got BIG BOSS face.( his part time job is treasure hunter)

desmond can be secretary cuz he got a really WONDERFUL handwriting!! see im praising u desmond. be happy.

HAAHA!

ok pple. u guys just wasted like ten seconds reading this? n u wasted another 2 seconds reading THIS sentence :D

so u guys sure u still wan me to blog???

aiyah..basically..life in uni for me had become so much better..n im able to wake up early! so glad to have friends who will sms me morning msgs to 'test' me whether im awake not.. :D

but heng this sem is ending...cuz i dun think i can survive 13 wks of sch..not being able to skip school =/

MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB
SUZY SUZUKI SWIFT
LONG JOHN SILVER
PETER PANTS

de GREAT 4 guardians of SPMS( MAS ) :D

*random post from sch..will tok bout this more when i get home. i hope =X

=X

2010-03-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

last post was on 29th Jan.

am so sorry for not updating haha...

n sorry if algae n fungus are growing around it!!

din noe i wld receive 'complaints' from pple tt im abandoning my blog LOL

very touched very touched to know tt some of u guys out there are still concerned with my everyday happenings!

or rather. KPOs. AHHAHA kidding luh XD

well at least i posted sth today..even though its not very relevant..HAHA

okok...i will try to update my blog soon ok!!

STAY TUNE. have faith in my blog! YUM SENG!

:(

2010-01-29T00:34:00.002+08:00

i noe i have blogged about posts with " UNLUCKIEST DAY OF MY LIFE " or something related to that subject...
n im pretty sure u noe whr im heading right now...

IT'S THE UNLUCKIEST DAY OF MY LIFE T_T

WHY?

cuz i lost my ezlink.
again.

OH MAN..n this time round..tgt with my handphone pouch!! *SAD*
i guessed my mind was too full of semi finals issues that i only realised my pouch was gone..
esp when de last time i saw it was 10 mins ago b4 i realised its nv going to come back.. :(
i even walked around tpy TWICE to search for it...
LOOKED INTO THE BINS. (omg i cant even imagine de contents of the bubbling thoughts inside everyone who is looking at me)

yea... n to make things worse..i was searching for it with a backpack, heavy bag full of clothes, and a 80cm x 50cm board

n to make things worser.
it rained..n super windy..so..THAT STUPID BOARD kept flying in all sorts of direction..
i din even have time to fix my hair.

n to make things WORST.
some guy approached me n started throwing me short qns like..

"how old?"

"school?"

"studying?"

i started to get impatient so i asked him to cut straight to his point..
in de end..SURVEY.

HELLO! im trying to find my ezlink n here u r asking me to do a survey....SIAO

so i told him im KINDA busy, den he still got the cheek to say

" if u do find ur card, den come back to do the survey! "

!#*(!&$*!&#$

but yea. i cldnt find it in de end. so NO survey for him.
went back sch for dance prac..with a black face..but once i saw my dance mates!
everything was yay yay happy for ME!

dance has been ending kinda late everyday..n i din have time to think bout homework too.
i still need to wake up at 7 am tmr..oMG...i hope i wun die on sat..
SEMI FINALS FOR IMPRESARIO!!VERY IMPORTANT!!!
PPLE DO COME DOWN TO CCK LOT1 TO SUPPORT US OK!!

AND.

THAT'S THE NAME :D

for more info
www.cacimpresario.com/Semi-Finals/

THANKS THANKS! YAY!!

n im off to sleep~~~

dance week

2010-01-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

MONDAY- DANCE
TUESDAY-DANCE
WEDNESDAY-DANCE
THURSDAY-DANCE
FRIDAY-DANCE
SATURDAY-DANCE DANCE DANCE

SUNDAY-SLEEP

boils

2010-01-23T14:22:00.001+08:00

i hate the weather.

it makes me wanna shave my head.

anyways...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YEH HSUN HAO!!!
hit the 20..
CONGRATULATIONS OLD MAN! :)

i still feel like shaving my head.

white flag

2010-01-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

For once i didnt argue.
For once i didnt lose my temper.
For once i didnt curse and swear inside my heart.

For once i smiled.

Because
For once i knew you were right.

There's Always Room For Improvement

2010-01-13T22:44:00.003+08:00

did better today! woohoo!! 900 oh 900...must aim for tt!!!
great day today! sing sing sing (no more kbox) with hh n hc today~~
n i had my mcspicy meal..!!

THANKS FOR THE TREAT!!! :D

sang all de rubbish songs lol...sang it rubbishly too..just wanna express my emotions~~
STRESS. >.<

after tt went PS for dinner, met up with the rest of de peeps~~~

we kopitiam-ed n bball-ed.

daytona!!! HAHAHA i WON 3 GUYS with my auto driving..n 'ABIT' of help from hh pressing the magic button. heh heh heh! actually i dun really care tt i won or not..but more like..
super damn fun when de button was pressed at the correct timing..n receiving the !@*(#!@*#( response from the other 3 manual guys

hand feels sore..n hope it doesnt get worse with... tmr's MJ prac..fri's n sat's JDC prac..

might be performing for airshow too!! wHEEE exciting..but tiring -.-

give me a choice.
i rather go for JDC,impresario prac..n not thur's class =/
cuz im not de kind tt can remember steps n do them well on de spot( i need a day~~)
n de thing is tt the rest of the MJ peeps are able to do well!! 1.5 hrs is kinda short too..
but i shldnt complain bcuz at least i get to reach home by 10!

ahhh i shall make this xtra small..n i hope no MJ seniors see this =/

its not even end of wk 1

2010-01-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

O
M
G

eh omg really sounds bimbo meh? i dunwan to sound like a bimbo becuz im NOT a bimbo...
then again..i sounded like a bimbo=/
NO NO NO. I AM NOT...

anw yea~~ OMG. it's only 2nd day..n i already felt like im dying~~~
sch's tiring man..(or maybe dance is?)
seriously thought of staying in hall..squatter or sth...
its like i have dance prac almost everyday..but WEL WELL WELLLL! it's only for this period of time..
so i shall TAHAN!! n JIAYOU! afterall i bet these practices DO improve my dance (whether by a lot or lil)

this sem..i have 3 days per week with sch starting at 8.30am WOWOWOWOWWW!
n at least 3 days per week ending at 10pm WOWOWOWOWOWOW!
with travelling time...1.5hrs per trip....(mrt concession is SO WORTH IT)
time management n self discipline! i really need it ALOT ALOT ALOT!!

yawnn guess im off to slp..i've only 6 hrs b4 i need to leave my hse for sch T_T

back2sch

2010-01-10T23:48:00.004+08:00

highest score for us so far with a good paired team
hsun hao n shi xuan!

WELL! this marks de last day of freedom.
b4 sch starts -.-
this stupid machine has become an addiction to me omG..
esp when i could hit 400+..WHEE!! im beginnning to love it~~
no more <150>
with impresario n JDC..wOW..! n not to forget to aim for a 4.0 at least for this sem..
plus maintaining my constant happy life....
xuanahxuan JIA YOU!

just for lameness/fun..wanted to blabber bcuz of nic's complaints(n others too)..

im a super unique person with my super unique short forms.

kp = keep
not tt hokkien 'cow bay'..

tt = timetable / that
it depends on how it is used.

gg = going
not good game.

wad else? i gotta think about it!! so yea pple..when i use kp. im not scolding u(im not fluent at vulgarities cuz i dun use them!!)

n yea! ENJOY SCHOOL? i definitely will try TO~!

AHEM

2010-01-04T16:53:00.003+08:00

OHHH i lag!!
just saw the sms yvonne sent in the morn (which is B4 i blogged)

it says..

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
WE GOT INTO THE SEMI FINALS
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
XXXXXXXXXXXX
XXXXXXXXXX
XXXXXXXXXXX
XXXXXX

SO WHEEHEE! :D

2009-2010

2010-01-04T12:57:00.030+08:00

WELL.
FIRST OF ALL!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010~~!! :D
sorry for the late wishes..has been bz bz bz bz bz .. but yay i can finally rest!
took part in my first dance competition ytd..i think its my first la lol..
IMPRESARIO 2010!
auditioned ytd. WAH i think we DID PRETTY GOOD :D
at least i din forget my steps hahahaa..but we were rather intimidated by the other grps b4 our audi..
as u can see from the pics..the greyish-plumber attire was wad we wore.. n we din really style our hair n applied tons of make up..so as compared to other grps who LOOKED WAY MUCH COOLER... we look rather simple?

but then again..WHO CARES?!
WE HAD FUN :D
n i think we really enjoyed ourselves..i love every part of the steps daniel choreo..n i think i will still be able to rmb them after 20yrs..

THANKS DANIEL FOR ALL THE PATIENCE!!
i noe we only had full attendance for 2 times or 3? lol..but just like wad the judges said..
i think we all got MO QI! GOOD CHEMISTRY! ^^
so im sure IF WE DO GET into SEMi..
we will definitely do well :)

"well uh-huh,well uh-huh girl i'm parked outside
and you know that it's sitting on chrome,chrome(uh-huh)
HEY!i'm just looking for a pretty young thang that uh, i can take home(take home)
can we leave hurr(yeah)x3
can we leave hurr-shawty can we leave hurr(yeah)~~~"

presenting to you...

A.N.D

after audition

hall 3 gym room.

our best and only chill out place HAHA

n the place for me to roll around~~~!!

yeA~~ we are the plumbers

CHECK IT OUT

HEY!

after audi..we went to celebrate~~ with bubble tea..!

went to the arcade as well..jaslyn n isabelle wasnt able to join us though :( had stuffs on.

but yea! omg to the arcade~~

AHAH i've never ever dared to try the para para machine..n thanks to A.N.D

well i had FUN playing! n dancing..n doing my "sorry sorry" move (it really works!)

n also..DDR lol..super classic..these machines aren't even popular anymore..

but all of us had super hell lot of fun enjoying ourselves!

i dun think i've ever had such kind of fun b4 with my uni friends..n well..thankful to MJ.

i've made pretty few wonderful friends :)

A.N.D. we rock.

WOOTS!

n backtrack abit...

new yr's eve!!

alil bit different this time round..we din squeeze with the crowd in town..

n since we had such a convenient tool of transport..drove to west coast (on the way went henderson waves..keppel..but no space)

tried to fly kite.failed LOL.

transformed into avatars. with liquid from broken light sticks..n ta da..!

WE GLOW!

lets hope for a WONDERFUL 2010 SHALL WE? ^^

n backtrack even more!

this was on christmas eve..when me rowena n shengle made our first COOKIES ever!

no pre-mixed ingreds.

all right from the start!

this was on 29th dec.

og36 outing!

haven't been meeting them for like 1 yr at least? felt really sorry.. =/

bcuz it just happens that everytime the outing is planned i had stuff like bdays celebration etc on those days!

whew i manage to go for this outing! n long time no see tzeyu and wanqin were there as well!

hao jie din changed much...still pretty loud n lame n LAME LAME LAME LAMEO. except for his hair! army boy haha!

n i felt like the guys grew up too..they looked pretty kiddish in J1...haha..

n yea! de girls r becoming more n more pretty~~ just LIKE ME MUAHAHAHA XD

wah this is even longer~~~xmas party at xiudot's hse!

finally get to see her cute DOGGIE XD

had potluck over her hse..n couldnt finished all the food -.-

HAD ALOT OF FUN playing wii! haha. checked out my fb videos n u will noe...

aww her dog dam cute T_T

n poor thing..we bullied him abit..>.<

MJ dance camp cum xmas party~~!

goooooooo team LALA

at least we did win for the popping segment rite?

n we had such great family leaders!!!

cant be anymore fortunate :)

AND this was during THAM'S BDAY!

12/12/2009

HAPPY BELATED BDAY THAM. LOL.

and den. a failed-but-nt-so-failed 6d supper night AHHA!!

welll...tt's pretty much..some other stuff im too lazy to blog bout..

so yea it's 2010! of course i do have ny resolutions...but all this stuff..i guess im just going to fill them in in my diary haha~! 2009 has been such a happening yr for me. alvl results.sports camp.sports pageant.my first motorbike accident.my first laptop. MJ. mid terms. yr end. endless failing.

all the UPS and DOWNS.

but IM glad 2009 has ended..bcuz i noe 2010 will definitely be a much more exciting n wonderful year for ALL! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-25T21:55:00.004+08:00

HO HO HO.

The time has come again!am lazy to post pics here..wadever there is..shld be in fb..
hahas..n xmas eve din managed to take much pics either!
was baking cookies n rowena's hse for half of the day..n WHEE!!
i think rowena sheng le n me have GREAT POTENTIAL!!
taste of cookie is dere!! except..its kinda hard =/
will improve on it by next xmas hahahah..
after tt headed to expo to meet kriss..went to FCBC? i think its faith sth baptism church sth..ok cant really rmb..but WOW.
it wow-ed me!
n i was super surprised n happy to see shuxia there as well! getting prettier n prettier everytime i see her haha...
the programme was awesome...with the STOMP-like theme..we had this mini drums given to us..
to make alot of noise..n to play the games of the programme..i had a lot of fun hitting my drum to the beat n rhythm of christmas carols!:D

kriss. dun thank me for going an extra mile for u..
i shld thank u for sharing such a joyful event with me :)
let's do this again ok!

after tt..rushed to ps for avatar..LOVED the show..the animation n lightings wadever..
DAMN GLOWY N COLOURFUL :D
n i like glowy stuff..pleasant to my eyes hahaha~~
but poor sicked hh missed 3/4 of the show?
oh yea..it was my 1st christmas countdown at the cinema..n i bet it was the 1st christmas countdown for hh.alone.
HEY HEY! at least i WISHED U :D
get well soon!! ( n so shld i...!)

wasnt planning to overnite at all..wanted to go home after countdown...was super tired...
but the peeps said that there were stil alot of food left from the steamboat dinner...
so i went over to wy's hse(after going back home to bathe of course)
but by 3+ i couldnt take it..tired makes me bored..n restless..so decided to head home with some of the pple..
but..i was so tempted to ON MY COM..so i on-ed.
n

gb-ded till 5am? welldone! xuan..
n now u r sick.

oh well! at least there's ALOT OF tv shows lining up today. n tmr!! i shall be a good girl. lie on the sofa.rest. munch on tidbits...n enjoy the christmas season with my family!

misses

2009-12-20T18:38:00.002+08:00

suddenly im craving for games during my secondary sch days...gunbound..maplestory..bla bla..
but not going to do maplestory..too lazy to start all over again+ there's too many upgrades n changes!!

maybe gunbound? L O L =/

n i rmbered how i always hoped that i will get a dragon whenever i enter a room...

?

2009-12-20T12:58:00.005+08:00

it's been zilllllllllllioooooonnn seconds since i last blogged haha!
diary is still my bestest friend.
it listens to wadever u gotta say..:)
has been busy+lazy these past few days..
once exams have ended..it was dance+overseas+dance+birthday celebration+meet ups..
n next wk will be even worser!!
i thought that holidays are supposed to be having fun..enjoying urselves?
yes having fun INDEED..but i din noe dat sometimes trying to have fun could be such a chore..

not to forget tt im allowance-less SIGH.

no sch = no student = no occupation =no source of income.
n my source of income is my dad..

dance + meet ups + other stuff that needs some catching up + short holiday = no time for jobs
no time for jobs = no source of income!!!

no income no income no income.

how to have fun!??!?!

ok i always believed money aint important..so stop worrying bout it!

i got alot alot to blah blah blah so bear with it ok!!

decided to take part in impresario with a bunch of good MJ mates!
but audition is on the 3rd jan..n nth much is accomplished..
attendance is nv full (actually there was only one training but i was overseas -.- )
more like everyone is too busy to meet up for practice..n i cant help worrying
bcuz my schedule for now till end of 2009 is like PACKED...n yvonne has been trying really hard to make this work!
feel really bad about it..just hoped im able to create some time =/

something weird is going on with my family right now..n i dun feel too good bout it..
no good feelings at all..is like any wrong step taken will lead to some explosion..
n the most scariest thing? i dun really noe wad's going on..i mean dad chose to be 'secretive' bout it...n all i've been thinking was how to have fun with my friends..
so wrong!!so selfish!! so wad if i cared alot bout wad's going on with my family..
i nv showed. n i nv take any sort of action..sometimes i really envy families who could sit n talk n bla bla bla..
ok im not saying that my family is in a middle of a crisis or wad k..just tt my family dun really have the habit of thrashing out our views n opinions..just a normal simple traditional thinking family.
dad works.mum cooks.
their children just gotta study well. n have fun.
but there's not really much of interaction with one another!
i dun even noe wad am i blabbering T_T
i just hope things will be back to normal!!
n i hope the system in my family changes hahaha

ytd met up with the long time no see pri sch mates!
ht mh terence tim jh..lennon n yanjia dunno fly where!!
it was really cool..n fun! haha..talking to them is really different from talking to my usual cliques..
the stuffs we did n topics shared were of different genres..n i guess that's wad i really liked bout my pri sch mates..
i really hope such contacting n meeting up will be on going!!
tim said that i have always been a happy go lucky kinda person..n thats why he was SURPRISED tt i was once in a r/s. lOL like WAD LINK IS DERE? i think i noe wad he's trying to mean though..but.. o.O? haha
ok main point is..happy go lucky? i seem to portray that image to everyone i noe eh?
it's definitely a good thing!! n im not saying it was all an act of pretence!!
i definitely like being happy!! regardless im happy or not...=/
but sometimes its really hard to pretend to be happy,when im not.
pretending things will be alright..comforting myself..be optimistic!
when you noe things aren't alright at all..

i dun like the way i am right now..never ever felt so emo b4. nv ever felt so 'out of breathe' b4.
it's like unhappiness is multiplying n multiplying inside me..but i dunno wad's the reason for it..
im drained out.im tired.im sick of thinking.
i wan my old self back..........
im sick of changes

OMG I AM EMO-ING RIGHT NOW.
GOSH..nonono..in my world..dere's no such thing as emo-ing!! i better get back to my usual self soon............get rid of all those unwanted pressure(which i dun even noe where they came from)

2010 will be a BETTER YEAR!
yep this is the real me!!
the girl with full of exclaimation marks with wadever she types..
n not to forget her HA HA HA HA HA. :D
my emo self shld get back to where it belongs..n stop coming out!!

christmas is coming..HO HO HO

2009-12-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

EXAMS
HAVE
OFFICIALLY
ENDED!

is it coming??

2009-11-26T11:47:00.002+08:00

caught 2012 with the usual peeps ytd!!

probably the BEST movie ever watched for me!!

dun wanna say much..but i think this is one of those movies that everyone shld watch!!!some parts may be exaggerating but hey,it makes you think!
as you watch..u'll probably start to worry bout the scenerios i had in mind..

what if it really happens?
what will happen to my family and friends?
will i die?
how will i die?
will i get hit by the incoming tephra fragments?
will i have the green ticket?

will i be able to live till tmr?

and many many more!!

weather is freaking hot today.
woke up with body aches n headaches.
even my super new-cut short hair isnt helping.

is 2012 coming?

even if it is..i still have to get back to my studying..
2 more papers to go! JIA YOU!

WOOTS

2009-11-23T21:41:00.004+08:00

yea baby~~~

2 down..

3 more to GO!!!

im SO going to eat ramly burger everyday while the pasar malam is still there!

my mum super cute..she has been staring at the com for like since dunno wad time..
when i got home..she just kept staring at the screen!

den she asked me..

" how do you know if the person's online or how to talk to the person?"

so i said

" if there's a colour on the box..any other colour except white..den that person's online!n double click the contact to open up the chat box"

mum replied

" oh! i was suppose to tok to ur uncle. i saw the box colour green..but i didn't know it meant he was online.i clicked once but nothing happen...HUH that means we were waiting for one another the whole time but we didnt talk at all!!"

omg..i tot she will at least know she's suppose to double click the contact..

n sorry mummy.. give me 2 more days..den i will devote 1/10 of my time to teach u the skills of msn-ing ok!

another post to destress.

2009-11-22T15:24:00.004+08:00

pinch me!
cant believe im having two papers tmr..yucks.sian.zzz.
these few days.."cant wait" has been popping in n out of my head for countless times!!
cant wait for exams to end.
cant wait to sit the plane to shout " hello thailand " and " bye bye EXAMS ".
cant wait to dance.
cant wait to celebrate tham's bday.
cant wait to celebrate christmas.
cant wait to countdown to every little single events!

n i cant wait to help clean up kristine's room.
kristine ltb! u see this! must rmb u got a date with me on 1st dec ok!!!
i dun careeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i must stayover n CLEAN UR ROOM!!!!!!
den maybe next day we shld go SHOPPING YAY.

cant wait cant wait!

i know this doesnt make any perfect C++ sense..just for the fun ok?

int counter=9;

if(x==finish paper)
counter--;
cout << "one paper down.few more to go :) " << endl ;

9 more days to end of exams.

temptations

2009-11-21T20:44:00.003+08:00

im so tempted to watch videos.
im so tempted to sleep.
im so tempted to sit on the sofa with my dad to watch movie.
im so tempted to daydream.
im so tempted to go facebook right now!
i miss being a kpo..looking at other pple's status,wall, n photos of happening events..!!!!

URGHHHH!
but stupid me declared not to go fb within these few days..
so far so good.

endure.
because i know im tempted to pass my exams.

i cant wait for exams to end.

i will win this neo wei wei and lim how chye :)

zooommm

2009-11-18T20:30:00.004+08:00

please get me some toothpicks to keep my eyes open!

stayed up last nite..to catch the shower..reached home at 6.30 after breakfast!
bit disappointing though..kinda cloudy..
but it was worth it!! cuz we managed to see one thats quite big..n greenish!!
really super cool..!it looked like mini fireworks
n i saw couple few that zoomed right in front of me!!!! :D

spent the magical moment with my family..was surprised by my dad's sudden decision!
i always tot that he's the typical kind of father..yes sometimes he's funny..but most of the time he's just any ordinary dad!
so when he suggested going all the way to the west to view the shower at 1am+
i tot i was hallucinating o.O

it's really quite a spectacular sight :)

n we saw alot of KONG MING DENGS!! :D
the big big big big big sky lantern?? which u could write ur wishes on it..den u let it fly up into the air~~
if u still dun get it..pls recall the ' Welcome to Taiwan' commercial!
n one dumb man..seriously dumb to the max i tell u..he set it off under a tree de 1st time. n duh.
it got caught b4 it could fly up to join the rest of the family in the sky!
den he tried the 2nd time.
at the same spot.
same thing happened.

den for the 3rd time.
at the same spot.

=.= his wishes wont be fulfilled. fated.

but i wished mine WOULD :)

grins

2009-11-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

helpful person showed me a link!!shall try it out soon..
n i realised..it's quite interesting to write down stuff bout how my mum tackles the computer AHHAHA!

perhaps i shall feature her in my next few posts! :D

oh yea! b4 i go..there's going to be meteor shower later!
its the leonids meteor shower!!wil be occuring from 12am-5am..
so people who are late sleepers..or dun even sleep at all..
or pple who r just like me..dun wanna give it a miss..!
START FINDING A GOOD PLACE TO CAMP NOW :)

WHEW

2009-11-17T20:53:00.002+08:00

Thank goodness there's a thing called.

WEBCAM :D

i miss everyone in thailand :(

i miss thailand!

BOOMZ n SHINGZ.

2009-11-17T20:04:00.003+08:00

im going crazy..
my life is shortening as the time goes by.

n it's not because that exams is starting in 2 days time...
but its because it's really REALLY REALLY

REALLY REALLY

'fill in urself'

to teach my mum how to use the msn/email to communicate with my uncle from thailand..

u see..

my uncle doesnt know english, cant type in english. neither can he type in chinese.
my mum knows abit of english(but her style of typing is kinda..WHOA)

she types stuff like

" ure(wow she's using shortforms!) a good boy. come singapore and aunty orapin teach u english."

to my uncle's son...

anw my mum's not really good at using the hanyu pinyin to type chinese characters either!
and we dun have a keyboard with thai alphabets on it..so she cant use thai to communicate also!even if we have..i dun even know if we know how to use it... =/

and so..it's was quite a pain to see how both of them communicate..especially when my uncle keeps typing his msg in the SUBJECT part in the mail..

this was how my uncle introduced himself..

" Hi. Betong"

note*
Betong is a district in the southernmost province of Thailand.

AND THAT'S IT?!?! lOL. i swear my mum n i....yes both of us....laughed like mad..!!!
abit mean..but he's really funny lah haha!

but im glad that my mum and uncle is trying to 'upgrade' themselves!
but..mum..now's not a really good time..i needa study!!

i love the airport!!

2009-11-08T19:44:00.004+08:00

REASONS I LOVE TO STUDY AT THE AIRPORT.

1) THEY HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED. (FOOD)

2) THEY HAVE REALLY CLEAN TOILETS.

3) AIRCON

4) GOOD STUDYING ENVIRONMENT

5) IT'S GOOD ONLY WHEN KRISTINE IS HERE.BESIDE ME RIGHT NOW.

6) SKY TRAIN :)

7) SENSE OF SECURITY. FREE SECURITY GUARDS PATROLLING

8) SEE PLANES TAKING OFF AND LANDING.

9) CAN SLEEP

10) WIRELESS ( ahhh this is lame. cuz i just wanna make it until 10 reasons =/)

saranghaeyo!!!

2009-11-06T16:32:00.002+08:00

i love sad korean songs.
because they make me sad.

i love funky hippy korean songs too.
because they make me dance to the beat.

this post makes absolutely no sense!
but i just wanna shout out to the world...

I REALLY LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT KOREAN :)

so sick of studying -.-

but i gotta jia you!!
kriss JIA YOU also!! u make me think of korean. n korean makes me think of u :D

counting down to?

2009-11-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

16 more days. :(

28 more days. :)

HELLO WORLD AHH!I AM 19 :)

2009-10-30T15:15:00.019+08:00

IM FINALLY 19! actually wasnt really looking forward to being 19..HAHA older by 1 year T_T

this post is gonna be long!VERY LONG. many thanks to ALL THE HAPPY WISHES :D
it definitely made this day super memorable. a day which i will never ever forget :)

28th oct nite..pigeon peeps counted down my bdae with me at kbox! met up with rowena first!

went on a food spree with her around JP haha..although we din eat as much..but im really happy to meet her!walk walk talk talk laugh laugh eat eat..ah rowena T_T
im so happy to know u!!
pageant wouldnt be as fun without u!

after tt de rest came..n had late dinner at pizza hut!after tt headed over to safra kbox..n TIME TO SING.

woot! finally can sing...u wun noe how long i've been waiting to sing my hearts out HAHA.

note * at this point of time..i really thought its going to be a sing-till-3-am-happy-happy nite celebration*

chin pei n shu qi thinks i sang SUPER WELL! so dey keep press " applause" for me :D

HAHA ok. i made it up myself =/

yi wei.pear C.jiesheng.becca.my hand.

chin pei LOVE U LA. haha,bestest dance mate in MJ!

yongsheng with the biggest smile n butt in the whole wide world~~

HAPPIEST PEAK MOMENT FOR TT DAY!

IT'S 12AM!! which means its 29th of OCTOBER 2009!!

smses rushing in WOOTS. this is the day i lived for!! haha!

they came surprising me with a cake!

becca is super cute! i realise she got alot of spastic poses hahah!!

was trying to make a wish..dunno why..i couldnt think of a good wish!

so i guess in the end i made a really burry n useless wish..i doubt it will come true :(

THANKS EVERYONE!!!! ^^

and den..everything turned from heaven to hell...

how could i be so NAIVE? thinking it's just a purely kbox session.

no way! we r talking about SPORTS CLUB PEEPS.

when they asked me to drink sth stuff from the glass..i sipped..

n OH SHIT. it's alcohol. im deaded.

so yes.im supposed to play and win the "guessing fist" game ( cai quan =/) with everyone.

n dearest chin pei insisted on no rules..which is like HUH? i dunno whats tt..

den when i realise i kept losing..

i figured out tt the no rules thingy is just purely to make me lose..n drink n drink.

VANILLA VODKA? omg. its as yucky as mango flav =/

the happy gay friends.

had to toast to each n every one..it's like drinking shots.

OMG. i omost died..so bitter n so yucks!

so pple who were suppose to turn up but didnt..im quite :)

if not i will really die from toasting..

shucks i shld hav bluffed dem i had durian before tt..

n when i thought tt it was all over..

darling chin pei handed me another glass :)

followed by another n another

well done.

n this is the reason why i forgot to thank some of u peeps who sent me bday wishes!

sorry sorry! dun blame me!!

the stupid WEIs.

haha!

hmm n this pic clearly shows tt i was on my way to hell.

n indeed hell i went! was totally knocked out.

couldnt sing properly ( i DIN EVEN NOE WAD I SANG!)

all i knew was tt my eyes wanted to close desperately..needs SLP...

terrible ehhh...i rmbered i did vomit..n my head kps getting knocked onto sth..

aiyo bad memories. dun wanna think bout tt! when i woke up, i found myself in chinpei's room.

UNDRESSED!!!

HAHA JUST KIDDING.

chinpei told me tt half of the vodka was gone?

i tot i was going to get lung cancer or wadever.stomach totally felt unwell.

wadever i eat/drink tasted like alcohol to me. went back to jolene's hall..tried slping.

but whenever i close my eyes..flashbacks haunted me! n i just felt like vomiting more..

so pple!the morale of the story is DUN DRINK OK...

even though im super #@($_)(_)*(%&@"?!!!!!! that i got drunk by u guys...

im still thankful for the nite u guys have given me!

despite having quizzes n stuff..u all still took time off to accompany me! REALLY APPRECIATED IT :D

pigeons n snrs! love u all DEEP DEEP LAH ^-^

din go for MJ.only went there to hand in prezzie for my angel n mortal!

while they were havin prac, listening to the music alone is enough to make my head spin!

so just went back to jo's hall.

chinmian n colin surprised us with a candle lighted on my mc chicken burger!

:D photos are with jolene though!!!

so touched! even though lento members are flying away one by one..lets just try to keep as many of us tgt ok! :)

uni not much close friends le..all i got is U GUYS! so dun forget me! i wun forget u all oso de!!

9pm time for me n jo to get ready :D

oh yea..i checked my mail. was very SURPRISED tt i received so many bdae wishes!!

must show off abit ( 90++) AHHAHAHAHA. i noe i thick skin..but let me hao lian for one day ok?

but main point im trying to say is.. SO HAPPY SO MANY PPLE WISHED ME!

n even peeps whom im not really closed n who i dun really had the chance to tok to ...im really OMGOMGOMG. hahaha

it's just so..

BOOMZ. u noe?

appreciate it to the MAX!!!

dressed up n we are ready to go!

bomb n tham came to pick us up at dover!

headed to Harry's Bar at dempsey hill...

omg! dempsey hill totally rocks.

yes im a sua ku..i nv went dere b4 ahah..i think i saw korean bbq or sth!

GOTTA TRY it one day!

haah!couple with de same reaction.

got mo qi!

jolene with her prettaye hairband! haha!

HEY BOMB! :D

thanks for the msg!haha

becoming more n more charming ordy ah! ups eh u..

i think among us..u r the only one that's constantly changing..for the better!

n i wun say u look like tank le lah.

CUZ U R DEFINITELY MUCH MORE HANDSOME THAN TANK!

do u noe why even though u r less loud as compared to the others..

we ZHONG SHI U AND LOVE U EQUALLY?

bcuz u r always dere for us! with u around, there's nth to worry!

so have more confidence in urself :) u r much better than what u think u are :)

n no worries..i will always continue to lend u a listening ear haha..

just make sure u get ready urs when i need it!

no need find BF le lah..got u GUYS LE EH! it more than enough to fill up the criteria for BF

hope u get urs SOON!

happy 19th pageant! :)

thanks nic n hh for taking the effort to get this YUMMY CAKE!

i feel like a pampered GONG ZHU AHHAHAHA!(omg cant believe i said tt)

CLIQUE

THE PEOPLE I CAN NEVER EVER LIVE WITHOUT.

BIG HEAD!!

really fortunate to have known u :)

life is never boring with u around!

whenever im with u..there's no need for me to restrict myself..

i can be 100% me..dunno if u noe wad i mean..haha!

u r such a GREAT FRIEND.nope friend is so distant.

or shld i say..u r like a family to me..and NOPE not only you..

I MEAN EVERYONE ELSE IN THE CLIQUE.

im just so amazed how close our clique has become.

we talked about dreams tgt, we play tgt, curse tgt, complain tgt.

n GOOD/BAD THINGS ARE ALWAYS SHARED :)

haha! me having such a stubborn mindset..i think u gotta wish for a few more yrs for me to get a BF.

n U. i oso sian of wishing u to find a GF.

SO FIND HER SOON OK.

POH HUI MIAN.

i DIE OSO DUNWAN TO CALL U TIMOTHY!

haha bird man!! attachment is really tiring u out huh..

always see u with a siannnnn face

JIA YOU! TAHAN. going to be over soon :)

next time u can tell me more bout bird stories ok?

yes yes u really got BIG MUSCLES. haha! train up ur abs!

when i angry u can be my punchin bag ^^ hahas.

good leh u! got out of our single club le..din really hav the chance to really congratulate u..

SO...

CONGRATULATIONS!! happy u found someone tt's really good this time round :)

treasure each other!must be happy oh!!

DEAREST JOLENE! :)

PRETTY BABE EH! haha!

u've been poppin in n out of my life ( from secondary sch. in. jc. out. uni. in)

this must be fate!

we r meant to BE TGT. HAHA ok sounds wrong..

but really glad to be in the same grp as u in sports camp..i guess it's the period of time that really started to bond us tgt yea?

love it whenever i stayed over at ur hall :) always had fun!

in lento..u r the only one that will always laugh at my lame jokes de..

n the silly things u do never fails to bring me laughter hahaha

i hope our friendship will last forever k!

wishing u n banana happy happy lovey dovey always!

n we definitely will have more n more HTHT stayover dinner with magic rice cooker throughout the days in NTU :D

n WHEE! tmr's ur BIG DAY. pass u ur lil gift next wk k!

DA SAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLOGSHOP MODEL! ahahha.

sorry havent been patronising ur shop =/

not my style eh all the clothes!!

anw it's a blessin for u to be in our clique ahah!

only u can share the passion of dancing with me!

ahem..u shld try to join nus dance ma! dun give up dancing! it's still not too late to carry on!

haha qian bian de!cant believe we got such a fate! got to know u thanks to sturdee~~

n now! u r on ur way to becoming our REAL DA SAO HOHOHOHO!

anw up till now. i cant rmb why we always call each other qian bian de lolsss...

thanks for celebrating my bdae with me!! u n lao lin must LONG LONG NINE NINE K!

oh yeah..~~~ i cant wait for ur 21st :D

WHAM WI WING!!!!!!!

YUM CHA? ok COMING RIGHT AWAY! haha!

lame partner! my world will always be full of laughter when u r around ^o^

really loved the card that u drew..do u noe tt b4 i met u guys..i was thinking..

if u guys know me well enough.

u all will know tt the PRESENT I WANTED MOST IS A SIMPLE CARD WITH WISHES N MSGES FROM ALL OF YOU!!

so when i saw the card..my heart was full of rainbows...candies..chocolates..LOVE.

fireworks were popping in my eyes!

CLIQUE JIU SHI CLIQUE! knows what i want!

im oso super happy to have u as my BFFFFFFFFFF!

u oso..becoming more n more pretty le huh!

u will always be the number 1 gong zhu in my heart!Ms USA haha!

love u love u love u~~! dun work too much ok..must enjoy ur last yr b4 sch starts!

cant wait for our overseas trip hehe

n when r u going to find someone u like?: )

LAO LIN! finally ur turn haha!

wah ur msg is so WOOHOO. 与众不同

让我也来用华语来表示我对你的感激。

可是当我想用华语时。。。

我还真是想不到要说些什么呢！

ok so english! AHAH.u ah u ah!!

so occupied with studies..occupied till there was a period of time when it was so hard for us to see u!

whew lucky now u r back!eh u must learn to catch our lameness ok! everytime we try to crack a joke..

u take it so seriously that..it just doesnt seem like a joke anymore..

DO U NOE HOW DISHEARTENING N SADDENING IT IS FOR COMEDIANS LIKE US?!?!?

we got no stage to get off eh..

so next time..when we r trying to be funny..just laugh ok! even if u dun understand..just laugh!

cuz pple like us..the stuff that comes out from our mouths 9 out of 10 times is CRAP.

so no worries...just laugh ok? :)

ps. dun worry. we will go kbox soon!

ORH LANG SAI!

when r u going to get rid of the poison n toxic in ur body?

lips so black. tummy so big. HAHAHA!

k la..realised u slim down abit..less stressful now isit?

but i miss ur FATTY CHUBBY FACE! it's always a joy for us to see ur face puffed up :D

" i may be fat,curly,ugly,pimplelicious,poisonours, but at least i rmb it's ur birthday.."

HAHA HOW FUNNY CAN U GET!even though u r saying the truth..

ITS STILL SO FUNNY!

i used to think that no one can be as funny as hh..but seriously..

u can crown urself as the FUNNIEST COCKIEST HEAVIEST GUY.

it's always a pleasant to have u around..even though sometimes u just turns pple off.

only know how to bully us!!!!but heh heh..now it's our turn to bully u.

so if u dunwan to receive anymore personal attacks from us..

TIME TO SLICE THOSE FLABS OFF UR STOMACH.

k la happy to know u!!sometimes u do give sensible advices to me..but most of the time..

it's just crap..oh well.. THATS U! haha...dun ever change k!

HAHAH IDIOT GARY.wad's with tt FACE.

jealous huh?!?

I LOVE MY KILLER WHALE.

there's still many others that i wan to thank!

PPLE LIKE CHARMAINE JUNWEI SHUNKAI!

and alot alot alot more! i thanked each n everyone personally in fb..

too lazy to type out the names here.

but u NOE wHO U R!! :D

its becuz of u guys..i received great blessings n happiness that i've never had b4!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

dang sk. u r a BAD PAPA. u din even wish me happy bday! n u din even wish yulin oso!

OUGHT TO DIE. BAD PAPA. u gonna get it from me when i see u next time hahaha!

n kriss..u better make it up to me hor!

mr lim how chye got this for me!

ITS KINDER SURPRISE!!!

indeed..this surprise is really full of surprises!

din expect to receive a gift from you eh..

THANKS ^^

sweet card from jolene :)

loved it alot!

FROM CHIN MIAN N COLIN.

THANK YOU! n im still waiting for my vitasoy....

the best gift i've ever received :)

hahah from the PIGEONS.THANKS EVERYONE!!!

it aint GOING TO SAG ok!!!

N PW! no need u to help me support!!

n i think tt's pretty much of what i wanted to say..

WOW. it took me like at least 2 hrs to finish this post...

n i swear i omost cried while i was typing!

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2009-10-28T10:15:00.002+08:00

its the last day of being 18.

:(